I’m two days into college and I’m three lectures behind,
进入大学这两天 就落了三节课,
There’s this guy let’s name him Colin,
有个人 就叫他科林吧,
He says he wants to be mine,
说要当我的男孩儿,
But it doesn’t really sit with me quite right,
但我总觉得别扭,
Cuz he doesn’t really like the things I like,
因为我俩志趣不同,
And I keep accidentally locking myself out of my dorm in the middle of the night,
而且我总是半夜不小心把自己锁在宿舍门外,
I wake up kind of wired and I wake up kind of cold,
我醒来时天气寒冷 精神亢奋,
And I wake up kind of tired,
虽然有点疲惫,
But I’ll just sleeping when I’m old,
但我要等老了再睡,
See I don’t like breaking rules but don’t like doing as I’m told,
我不爱违反规则 但也不愿墨守成规,
So I just float around and keep my head down,
就只是默默无闻 四处游荡,
And hope my life unfold,
盼望着生活逐渐明朗,
And everybody’s telling me that I’m doing so well,
每个人都给我说我已经做得很好了,
I try to trust them, honestly, I find it hard to tell,
我也想相信他们 说实话 我甚至不知道,
If I need work or I need rest,
我是该学习还是该休息,
I try my best to try my best,
我竭尽全力做到最好,
I tell myself, I say out loud,
我大声告诉自己,
It’s fine, I’ll figure it all out,
没关系 都可救,
I tend to forget,
我总是忘记,
I’m still only quite young,
其实我还很年轻,
In a way, this life of mine is only just begun,
某种程度上来说 我的人生才刚刚开始,
I’ve got time,
来日方长,
I’ve got time,
来日方长,
I’m two days into college with a busy busy mind,
进入大学这两天 我内耗得不行,
That guy that we named Colin,
叫科林的那个男孩,
He’s so handsome, he’s so kind,
帅气又友善,
My friends tell me I’m crazy,
我朋友说我发神经,
Say I’ll take it way too far,
说我太过分了,
Cuz I told him that it’s over,
因为我拒绝了他,
Cuz he doesn’t play guitar,
理由是他不会弹吉他,
I’m only two days into college and my bedroom is a mess,
来了大学才两天 我的卧室一团糟,
There’s just so much that I want to do that I have not done yet,
有太多事情我想做却还没做过,
There’s just so much that I want to say in far too little breath,
有太多话我想说却没有时间,
Oh my mind, it runs so far away, it’s easy to forget,
我的思绪飘得太远 便总是遗忘,
That to everybody else it looks like I’m doing so well,
对他们来说 我看起来过得很好,
I try to see it, honestly,
说实话 我也尝试这么认为,
I find it hard to tell,
但我甚至不知道,
If I’ve done wrong or I’ve done right,
我是做错了还是做对了,
I need a good night sleep tonight,
我今晚需要睡个好觉,
They said go out, I said all right,
他们叫我出去 我说好呀,
I think I won’t, I maybe might,
但我知道我不会去的 当然也许可能会去吧,
I probably should just take it slow,
我觉得我得慢慢来,
I’ll be all good, but God I know,
生命自有出路 但我也知道,
The one thing that’s important above everything else,
最重要的其实是,
Is to learn not to put all this heavy pressure on myself,
学会停止给自己施压,
I try believe it when I say,
我相信当我说出,
If it’s meant to happen, it’ll happen anyway,
该发生的早晚会发生,
I’ll be fine,
一切便都会过去,
I’ve got time,
来日方长,
I’ve got time,
来日方长,
That’s where I’m at, to be honest,
这就是我现在的感受 真的,
Just two days,
才两天,
Two days into college,
进入大学的这两天。