Looking for my face in the mirror I don't see a thing
在镜子里寻找我的脸,却什么也看不见
Too many shots to the brain but I wanna feel the pain
大脑中充斥着太多的弹药,但我想感受到疼痛
Layed out on the floor as I stare up to the ceiling
躺在地板上,仰望着天花板
Thinking to myself it'll never be okay
心里想着,一切都不会好起来
Breathe in, breathe out it don't fix things
呼吸,呼出,却无法解决问题
They told me that I needed pills, I was 19
他们告诉我我需要吃药,可那时我才19岁
Had a gun in my hand through the whole thing
手里拿着枪,整个过程都在想
I wondered if that would fix me
我想知道那能否治好我
Cause I'm ****ed,Yeah I'm ****ed
因为我完蛋了,对,我没救了
Chain me to the sides of the bed like an exorcism
像要驱魔一样把我锁在床边
Saying calm down or you'll make things worse
叫我要冷静下来,否则事情会变得更糟
Swear they wanna lock us up and keep us in their prisons
他们发誓要把我们关进监狱
So they can poke and they can prod until they find what hurts
这样他们就能戳来戳去,直到找到痛处
Breathe in, breathe out it don't fix things
吸气、呼气并不能解决问题
They told me that I needed pills, I was 19
他们说我需要吃药,可是我才19岁
Had a gun in my hand through the whole thing
我手里拿着枪,整个过程都在想
I wondered if that would fix me
我想知道那会不会治愈我
Cause I'm ****ed,Yeah I'm ****ed
因为我搞砸了,是的,我TMD搞砸了
I gotta couple screws loose and a few tattoos
我有几颗螺丝松动,还有几处纹身
Drive an old black car and I drink till I'm blue
开一辆黑色老爷车,喝得醉醺醺
I'm ****ed,Yeah I'm ****ed I'm
我完蛋了,是啊,我很糟糕
They tell me medicine can fix it I don't think so
他们告诉我吃药能治好 可我并不这么认为
They wanna dead my brain and throw me out a window
他们想杀死我的大脑,把我扔出窗外
I need to get out of this place before my eyes close
我要在眼睛闭上之前离开这个地方
Or do I need it I don't really know
还是我真的需要它?我真的不知道怎么办了
Cause I'm ****ed,Yeah I'm ****ed
因为我该死,是的,我被耍了
I gotta couple screws loose and a few tattoos
我有几个螺丝松了,还有几个纹身
Drive an old black car and I drink till I'm blue
开着黑色老爷车,喝酒喝到天昏地暗
I'm ****ed,Yeah I'm ****ed I'm
我真该死,是啊,我完蛋了
Cause I'm ****ed
因为我TMD把事情都搞砸了
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