比起专辑版/时代巡演现场版,我更喜欢长池录音室现场版的开头,钢琴那种娓娓道来的感觉——一种平静的悲伤,带着蔑视,带着漠然,当然,也带着无数的眼泪。
We gather here
我们在此相聚
We line up weeping in a sunlit room
我们在这充满阳光的房间里啜泣
And if I’m on fire
如果我正被烈火炙烤
You’ll be made of ashes, too
那你也将和我一样化为灰烬
Even on my worst day
即使是最糟糕的日子
Did I deserve, babe
这是我应得的吗
All the hell you gave me?
你让我经历这么多苦难
Cause I loved you
因为我爱过你
I swear I loved you
我发誓 我爱过你
Til my dying day
直到我死去的那天
I didn’t have it in myself to go with grace
我没有你们所想的那么温驯 这不是我的本性
And you’re the hero flying around saving face
你把自己粉饰成从天而降的英雄 保存自己的颜面
And if I’m dead to you why are you at the wake?
如果对你而言我已经死去 那你为何还在此处守灵
Cursing my name
咒骂我的名字
Wishing I stayed
又希望我留下
Look at how my tears ricochet
看着我的眼泪滑落 化作泪花
We gather stones
我们收集来石头
Never knowing what they’ll mean
也不曾料想这会意味着什么
Some to throw
一些被舍弃
Some to make a diamond ring
一些被打磨变成了钻戒
You know I didn’t want to
你知道我本也不愿这么做
Have to haunt you
像幽灵般萦绕在你身边
But what a ghostly scene
这场景多么诡异
You wear the same jewels
你穿戴着的首饰
That I gave you
还是我给你的
As you bury me
而你将我埋葬于此
I didn’t have it in myself to go with grace
我没有你们所想的那么温驯 这不是我的本性
Cause when I’d fight, you used to tell me I was brave
因为当我反抗的时候 你曾说 我很勇敢
And if I’m dead to you why are you at the wake?
如果对你而言我已经死去 那你为何还在此处守灵
Cursing my name
咒骂我的名字
Wishing I’d stayed
又希望我留下
Look at how my tears ricochet
看着我的眼泪滑落 化作泪花
And I can go anywhere I want
终于 我获得自由 无拘无束
Anywhere I want
去往我想去的任何地方
Just not home
但我不想回家
And you can aim for my heart, go for blood
你可以瞄准我的心脏 瞄准我的血液
But you would still miss me in your bones
但你对我的思念也会侵入骨髓
And I still talk to you
我依旧会和你交谈
When I’m screaming at the sky
每当我向着天空大喊
And when you can’t sleep at night
每当你夜晚无法入眠
you hear my stolen lullabies
你会听见那些 属于我的 被偷走的摇篮曲
I didn’t have it in myself to go with grace
我没有你们所想的那么温驯 这不是我的本性
And so the battleships will sink beneath the waves
我们的战火伴随着战舰就此 沉没消失于波浪间
You had to kill me, but it killed you just the same
别无选择 你只有将我杀死 可你也难逃相同命运
Cursing my name
咒骂我的名字
Wishing I stayed
又希望我留下
You turned into your worst fears
你变成了自己最深的恐惧
And you’re
而你
Tossing out blame
推卸责任
Drunk on this pain
借酒浇愁
Crossing out the good years
就此消磨时光
And you’re cursing my name
你咒骂我的名字
Wishing I stayed
又希望我留下
Look at how my tears turning into your tears
看着我的眼泪化作你的眼泪
Look at how my tears ricochet
看着我的眼泪滑落 化作泪花