【九周年庆】Auntie Diaries ——Kendrick Lamar

Auntie Diaries ——Kendrick Lamar  from Mr. Morale & The Big Steppers 歌词 Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out Heart plays in ways the mind can't figure out This is how we conceptualize human beings My auntie is a man now I think I'm old enough to understand now Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards Motorola pager off like, "Yes, Jackie" Blue Air Max's, gold chains and curl kits '93 Nissan wax job, the earliest Big social, big personality, vocal Played underground verbatim and stayed local My auntie is a man now I watch him and his girl hold their hands down Tip of the avenues under street lights made his Thinkin', "I want me a bad bitch when I get big" They walk the corner like California king Cold hand all up her skirt, cars whistling down the road See, my auntie is a man now, slight bravado Scratching the likes from lotto Hoping that she pull up tomorrow So I can hang out in the front seat Six by nines, keeping the music up under me My auntie is a man now Asked my momma why my uncles don't like him that much And at the parties why they always wanna fight him that much She said "Ain't no telling" "Niggas always been jealous because he had more women" "More money and more attention made more envy" "Calling him anything but broke was less offendin'" My auntie is a man now I think I'm old enough to understand now Drinking Paul Masson with her hat turned backwards Back when it was comedic relief to say "faggot" Faggot, faggot, faggot, we ain't know no better Elementary kids with no filter, however My auntie became a man and I took pride in it She wasn't gay, she ate pussy, and that was the difference That's what I told my friends in second grade She picking me up from school, they stare at her in the face They couldn't comprehend what I grew accustomed We pull off bumpin' quick like it was nothing My auntie is a man now, what a relationship I grew up fast, I needed no one to babysit He gave me some cash, then gave me some gang Cherry freshener on the dash, I never complained She even cut my hair at the pad, was loving my fade The first person I seen write a rap, that's when my life had changed House full of demo, smoke stuck on the window Cameras on the microphone, all women and men though My auntie was a man now, we cool with it The history had trickled down and made us ig'nant My favorite cousin said he's returning the favor And following my auntie with the same behavior Demetrius is Mary-Ann now He's more confident to live his plan now But the family in disbelief this time Convincing themselves "he ain't living discreet, he's fine" They said they never seen it in him, but I seen it The Barbie dolls played off the reflection of Venus He built a wall so tall you couldn't climb over He didn't laugh as hard when the kids start jokin' "Faggot, faggot, faggot," we ain't know no better Middle school kids with no filter, however I had to be very mindful of my good cousin I knew exactly who he was, but I still loved him Demetrius is Mary-Ann now I mean he's really Mary-Ann, even took things further Changed his gender, before Bruce Jenner was certain Living his truth, even if it meant see a surgeon We didn't talk for a while, he seemed more distant Wasn't comfortable around me, everything was offensive But I recall we both had a sick sense of humor Made raw, but time changes all Demetrius is Mary-Ann now Remember church, Easter Sunday? I sat in the pew, you had stronger faith More spiritual when these dudes were livin' life straight Which I found ironic 'cause the pastor didn't see him the same He said my cousin was goin' through some things He promised the world we livin' in was an act on abomination and Demetrius was to blame I knew you was conflicted by the feelings a preacher made Wonderin' if God still call you a decent man Still, you found the courage to be subservient just to anoint Until he singled you out to prove his point, sayin' "Demetrius is Mary-Ann now" Church, his auntie is a man now, it hurt He the most 'cause his belief was close to his words Forcing me to stand now I said, "Mr. Preacher man, should we love thy neighbor? "The laws of the land or the heart, what's greater? "I recognize the study she was taught since birth "But that don't justify the feelings that my cousin preserved" The building was thinking out loud, bad angel That's when you looked at me and smiled, said, "Thank you" The day I chose humanity over religion The family got closer, it was all forgiven I said them F-bombs, I ain't know any better Mistakenly, I didn't think you'd know any different See, I was taught words was nothing more than a sound If everything was pronounced without any intentions If every second, you challenge the shit I was kicking Reminded me about a show I did out the city That time I brung a fan on stage to rap But disapproved the word that she couldn't say with me You said, "Kendrick, ain't no room for contradiction" "To truly understand love, switch position" "Faggot, faggot, faggot," we can say it together "But only if you let a white girl say, 'Nigga'" 推荐理由： 首先论坛里推荐黑炮的还是很少哈哈，可能大家对于hiphop的刻板印象就是炫富，实则不然，它也是一种传达社会问题，展示个人成长的音乐类型。 喇嘛的这首歌则探讨了变性认同，他描述了一个跨性别的叔叔（MTF），以及人们对他的恐惧和侮辱。尽管受到批评称其使用了过多的侮辱语句“faggot”，但其阐述的成长与接受的内核是非常值得肯定的。他强调了自己也存在偏见，并且其偏见延申至在演唱会上，他不允许白人女粉丝说“nigga”的事情。

歌曲听起来不错，有没有mv可以看

楼主不放个视频链接吗，论坛里很多懒人都指着这个呢，比如说我

帮楼主补一个

楼上补视频了。看着不错，跨性别者在当今社会确实地位尴尬1

这首歌的歌词真的很巧妙，在平淡语气叙述的故事中折射了一位黑人跨性别的艰辛不易和反思

感谢4楼的视频链接~排版不错哦~

人性大于宗教和规矩，这首真的很发人深省

0-0 有坛友帖链接了 方便懒癌咸鱼呢~QAQ歌曲真的意味深长呀

新专还是很不错的，感觉喇嘛的专辑艺术性都很高

听起来是个叙事性的作品，虽然此曲不见得能获取丰厚营利，但对这位歌手更添了一份好感

坛友贴的视频有分双声道，戴着耳机感觉在脑中左右穿梭

看到喇嘛就想起Be humble, sit down！他的这首太洗脑了

我想起以前看到的，因为中文“那个”和单词“nagga”（黑鬼）发音一样，所以总被黑人认为是挑衅。。。

rap吗……是我无法欣赏的音乐类型呢

emmm可能是我欣赏不来说唱的吧，

随着情绪的酝酿真的能听出一身汗来

人总是对一些事物带有偏见，某种意义上中国部分人对黑人就带有很大的种族歧视（）

喇嘛的歌还是不错的，最出名的是allright，当时听了很久